2024-05-27

how to stop feeling empty? i guess this is a result of me putting off my moving preparation. i have too much plastic wastes in my room and i don't know what to do with it. i know the only thing to do was to throw it away, but it's just disheartening to know it will be piled onto the landfill, burned and turned into greenhouse gas.

i wanted to finish at least a track before moving out of here. i also had to catch up with learning because previous work has not taught me anything and even primed me to use terrible practices. frankly i'm afraid that this is all a huge mistake and the branch manager of my new job would find out on our next meeting. we still have not determine which client i will be placed in.